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WTF IS GOING ON!!!

it’s been 8 years!
Since we been outta high school!
Had a wonderful son!
Now we argue about everything!
Can’t seem to get along!
The slightest things about me piss you off! I can’t take it anymore
Sex “USED” to be great between us!
I’d be lucky to get it 2x a month if I’m “LUCKY” and when we do its because it’s pity sex just to shut me up!
What kinda life is this!?
I go to work and see women there WHO WANT ME! WHO I COULD EASILY BE WITH! but I’m not that type of person!
Can’t even get a handjob! Jesus Christ!
I do everything bought you a new car take care of the bills make sure you and my son are eating and have clothes on your backs!
All that I ask for is a little love! But I can’t get that can I?!
Getting tired of master bating everyday
And feeling worthless unfulfilled and unattractive everyday now! I’ve had it with you …I’d rather be single and alone…than be with someone still alone!!!

My beautiful son! You mean so much to me! I love you so much! Sometimes you drive me nuts! And I wanna just stuff you between the cushions of the couch when you get bad! But I get so emotional when it comes to you! I don’t know why! Maybe it’s because…I never had a father!!! I want to be there for everything Your first steps First days of school Those sick days ( when you fake them ) Your first fight! Your first girlfriend Everything! I have your back little man no matter what! I dedicate this to you! Your so innocent! And I wish I can keep it that way! But I know I can’t! So I am just going to be the best father ever and hope that when your old enough and want to be on your own! You make good decisions! I’m going to teach you to become better than me! And have everything that I didn’t have! I love you man!

My beautiful son!
You mean so much to me!
I love you so much!
Sometimes you drive me nuts!
And I wanna just stuff you between the cushions of the couch when you get bad!
But I get so emotional when it comes to you!
I don’t know why!
Maybe it’s because…I never had a father!!!
I want to be there for everything
Your first steps
First days of school
Those sick days ( when you fake them )
Your first fight!
Your first girlfriend
Everything!
I have your back little man no matter what!
I dedicate this to you!
Your so innocent!
And I wish I can keep it that way!
But I know I can’t!
So I am just going to be the best father ever and hope that when your old enough and want to be on your own!
You make good decisions!
I’m going to teach you to become better than me! And have everything that I didn’t have!


I love you man!